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Mmm I had a lovely chill night. Ate Gyros. watched movies, and didn't do any homework with Jess. We are getting our hair cut on Saturday. I am so excited. Band concert tommorow, poo!
In the morning without a sound And the stirring of dreams around Then you wake up He wasn’t there again
On the way home you feel it there Cause your heart needs to be somewhere But you wake up To too much space again
An illusion it’s just not true We’ve always been me and you But I wake up And you’re not here again
You never know You wait too long You need a fire It’s all gone wrong He gave it up he hit the dust And now your heart is made of rust You dig a plant And put it there And hope and hope And swear and swear One of us
It hurts when someone you miss, doesn't miss you. It hurts when a friend tells you, you make them hate the person they are around you. It hurts when everyone expects so much of you and you just can't escape. Denmark is a prison.
Put On A Happy Face (Bye Bye Birdie - Original Broadway Cast Recording 1960) by Dick Van Dyke
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Wow, so I have not posted in forever! But no worries, for I am here once more.
Te he. So I visited Gordon College this weekend, and it was amazing. It is like the perfect school for me, it almost seems too good to be true, but hey I'm not complaining.
Their theatre program is amazing, because it is small, but high quality. Which is lovely. The program is only a couple years old, but every theatre major that has graduated so far is currently working or interning with theatre, which is so encouraging.
The professor looks like Matthew Broderick which made Jess and I laugh for a bit. We sat in on one of his classes, theatre history 1, which i loved!!
Other cool things is the study abroads for theatre major, which almost every student gets to participate in a study abroad because it is the same price of tuition. You can either study NY Theatre for a bit, or tour with a london action troop! Or I could either go to france to study abroad even if i'm not a french major or i could still study art in italy! so cool!
We got lucky because there was a production opening the night we were there. It was called Growing Up Christian, and it was written by the students who were involved in it. It was so good! I was amazed to find that alot of the beliefs that I have lined up with how the people at Gordon though. It was such a relief. The play was so good! Prof. Miller (the guy who looks like Matthew Broderick) told us that they write one of the four shows each year. They also do a nice variety of shows like a musical, shakespeare, modern, romantic, realistic. I am excited!
Its also really good because you don't have to know exactly what you want to do in theatre. Because the program is so small, you get a lot of attention to figure out your strengths and weaknesses and then improve your weak spots.
Oh and theatre students often stay over the summer to work in Salem in Historical Reinactments! When I heard that I wanted to DIE! That would be so coool!
There are so many oppurtunities there and it is so gorgous! It's a closed campus with lots of trees and there is a lake that a lot of the buildings look out over. Ahh! I am so excited! I was so sad to leave!
I'm also eligible for quite a lot of academic scholarships, which is AWESOME! Weeee! I'm so glad I worked hard in high school. lol.
Oooh. more cool things is that their atheletic center is so nice! Pool, rockwalls, racketball, tennis, volleyball, elevated running track, basketball, workout rooms, all free! So lovely! The campus has free wireless, also lovely. The food was good and there are kitchens in the bottoms of all the dorms so that if you want to make your own food you can. Also lovely! It is so old and new englandy and nice and lovely!
Oh and the beach and Rockport are like 20 mins. drive and skiing is only like 30 mins away and the train can take you right into Boston!
And we got to go to the Cheese Shop! Haha, just as good as three years ago. Wee.
Oh and as for how strick of a christain school it is, its very reasonable. The campus is dry, but if you are legal, you are allowed to drink off campus as long as you don't come back to campus drunk. lol. and there is no dress code, also nice, all though i wouldn't have minded too much. People do real things for fun instead of drinking and partying, it was very refreshing.
I'm so excited! I hope i get accepted, but I am pretty confident I will! Yay, future!
Wow, that was a lot of ranting. Kudos if you read it all. Lol.
So I really didn't have any run ins with the toliets regurgitating, lol.
Tonight was my last drumline.
16 Days until opening night for Lute Song.
I have a meeting with my admissions councillor for Gordon tommorow.
It's weird.
I had the most fun ever at homecoming this past weekend, and Kate took Dave, Paige, Katie Mac, Jenna, Zack, Deb, Kevin, and I to the dunes. It was amazing fun! The pics are on my facebook, I'm too lazy to post them here for now at least, unless you guys are dying to see them.
Kim and I are going to a Relient K, Plain White Tees, etc. concert Nov. 11 and I am excited. Also on Nov. 1 I am going to see Wicked again with Choir and Pirate Queen for the first time with Rachelle, Jess, and me momma. I am SO EXCITED!
Life is good right now, for which I am greatful!
And VMars tonight was AMAZING! Jess and I watched it. Woo! All for now!
My basement flooded the other night in the storm and has ruined the carpet in our basement, making the whole house spell like mold, making me want to leave very badly. I'm glad I am busy most of the weekend. Mrawr. I hate mold.
still sick. it turns out that when i didn't feel well on sat, i was really getting an awful bug that paige and everyone at my church and my mother got so, poo. going to bed now.
I am very much not feeling well. My back and my uterius have teamed up on me and are hurting me from the front and the back. Mrawr. I know you all really wanted to know that.
For more fun info. I guess Jess and Brad are either dating now, or really darned near close to dating. Still not sure how i feel about it, but w/e. Its why I have Paigey and Rachelle.
Did quite a bit this weekend between baby shower for wendy and window painting and chinatown and scary movies and homework, i feel like dying. I hate it when I don't feel well. So i'm going to bed, I guess it just felt like whining about how awful I feel.
It is just very frustrating that I have been on this back medication since March and I am currently having the worst backpain ever. My back muscles seriously are rock hard they are so tense so instead i just can't get up in the morning because of this ridiculous medication.
Which caused me to be late to school on Wednesday because it was a late start so no one was home to pry me out of my medicated slumber. I just ended up sobbing in my brother's car waiting for my mother to call me in. I felt so stupid, but hey it was the first time I was late ever and I didn't even know what to do. I'm such a lameo.
The first game happened tonight. Overall it went really well. I was very worried that the people setting up the xylophones would do accidentally sqrew something up, but even if they did, it was all fixable and all turned out well, so thanks Rachael, Lisa, Sara, Rachelle, Jose, Mr. Rathe, etc. etc.
Everyone really like the costumes I guess, which makes me happy because I worked so freaking hard on them. Woo! It also gives me confindence in my costume designing, seeing as everytime I have done them, they have turned out very well.
I am also really excited about this piece I am working on in art right now. I don't have a whole lot more to do, but I don't want to say to much because it is a suprise for someone, but when it is done I will post it.
Hungout with Brad, Paige, and Mike after the game, we watched Office Space. Love and fun were had all around. Plus is was nice, quiet, and free!
Also, Jess's surgury was successfully as far as I know. I was at the hospital for a bit with Mrs. Leeseberg today while Jess was just out of surgury, so I had to leave before I could see her, but Jackie says she is doing well. Yay!! I'm so excited for her. We are hanging out, meaning laying around watching Veronica Mars tommorow, while she recovers so I will keep you posted on how she is doing. That's all I think! Night Night!
First read through for the play today. My last lie is let me die. I am amused. Lol.
First football game is on friday... not much is really going on except it seems that Rachelle and I will be each others dates for the dance, again. Not likes its so bad tho.
Mr Fan made me a first soprano. why? i know not, we could use the seconds and while i can hit the high notes, they are usually flat or vibratooeeyy nither which is good for blending, but hey, if he has faith in my firstness, i figure it will improve with practice.
Hung out with Jess after school. Nothing exciting. Just more life with the Leesebergs. Speaking of which, Jess's surgury is on friday. Hope everything goes well!!
So I saw The Illusionist last night and it was, AMAZING!!! Phillip Glass did the music, and I could totally tell, oh I love you Phillip Glass! So if you get the chance, go see it!!!
Yesterday we did a little workshop for anyone interested in doing crew for the plays, and we saw some new faces! I love new faces!
Everyone has also fallen in love with the bulletin board that Rachelle and I have done. Ms. H sent out an e-mail telling all the teachers to stop by and take a look. But honestly, It really is gorgous. I will get pictures at some point.
The play's first read through is on Monday. Very exciting. The casting is pretty good, except for stupid Dave Thomas didn't do the play and Paige got sqrewed over just because she plays the flute. Liz and Bradley got the female and male leads, and Rachelle got the Princess. I got Bradley's mother, and I am married to Carl. Lol. It will be fun though because I yell at him alot, and he gets to hit me. Carl that is. Plus I get to die on stage. Oh goodie!
Went dress shopping for homecoming yesterday with Paige. Didn't find anything I liked. Tried on Paiges old dresses, they were pretty and fit, but they were very Paige. Hmm... I'll find something eventually.
Ok that's all for now I guess. I have to finish the costumes today and so I'm going to hangout with Rachelle and Jess. And then I am going to do some homework and maybe some college applications. Love you all!
I don't understand why people tell you that you are a very important person in their life and then they just act like they don't care. If they don't care about our friendship, tell me, stop lying or avoiding it, geez. Stop wasting my time and efforts!
I'll get over it.
I guess I should have known I would never be as important as she is. But the difference is she doesn't care and I do. I guess we will just stay in this vicious cycle then.
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